speaking of good chemistry...

i think my brain must have come preloaded with the organic chemistry program. it's odd how much i dig this stuff...like diving down a crazy rabbithole to the center of the universe to watch how it's all colliding and vibrating and wiggling about....and it really is! well it's a good thing anyway that i am seeming to have a knack for this stuff, cause it looks like i've signed myself up for much more in the months to come. when i think to myself, what is an artist doing turning herself into a scientist??? i remember what my friend berangere said - "Being an artist is a state of mind, and I think that true artists are very curious people, which makes it more likely that they will investigate the world in all kinds of different ways....Being curious (especially the feminine curiosity) is a great quality but as in many creation myths of the world it can lead the protagonist and the world astray. It is also important to have a plan and be focused." very true. she's a smart and very interesting cookie, that one.

anyway, for now, finals are OVER!! and i'm now faced with important, life-altering decisions like, do i go for a swim now or later? eat that yummy piece of la bete noir chocolate cake before dinner or after? watch princess mononoke or start reading the golden compass again...(oh my goodness i am so excited they're turning it into a movie!!)...whatever shall i DO?? go see some music at my favorite new cafe delta of venus? i'd love to play a show there actually...i mean, who wouldn't want to play a venue with a name like delta of venus?? i met my new friend maggie there today, she's a peach. she's been here little more than a week and has already planted her garden...gotta admire that.

well, it's off to a thousand and one slacker lack-of-activities with me...i'm sure this phase won't last more than a couple minutes...i can't seem to sit still for long...gotta make things happen...tinker with reality...but for now, rest and dream...